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Memorial created 08-21-2007 by
Drema Pearson
Amanda Faith Wooten
August 2 1983 - August 2 1983

MOMMYS ANGEL AMANDA FAITH


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MOMMY & DADDY AT GRAVE FOR AMANDAS 24TH BIRTHDAY 8/2/07



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my beautiful daughter Amanda stillborn 8/2/83


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AMANDA FAITH WOOTEN WAS BORN SLEEPING ON AUGUST 2,1983 AT 10:30 PM SHE WAS A HEALTHY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BABY GIRL,WHO WEIGHT 8 LBS.AND WAS 20 INCHES LONG.SHE HAD BEAUTIFUL BROWN CURLS AND BIG BLUE EYES..WE WANTED AND WAITED ON HER SO LONG.AND I NOW HAVE LIVED FOR 28 YRS WITH THE FEELING THAT I KILLED HER.SEE I HAD A SPLENIC ANURYSM THAT BUSTED WHEN I WAS JUST 3 WEEKS AWAY FROM GIVING BIRTH TO MY DAUGHTER.BUT OF COURSE WHEN THAT HAPPEN OUR WORLD STOPPED.IT WAS A TRAGIC EVENT THAT TOOK PLACE.I HAD BEEN SICK FOR 3 DAYS AND WAS GOING TO MY DR.EVERYDAY SAYING I FEEL SOMETHINGS NOT RIGHT.WELL ALL LOOKED OK SO WHAT WAS HE TO DO I GUESS.SO HE PUT ME INTO THE HOSPITAL ON THE 3RD DAY AND HOW LUCKY I WAS OR ELSE I WOULDNT BE HERE TO TELL THIS STORY MYSELF.THEN I STARTED HAVING PAINS.AFTER THE FIRST ONE I WENT OUT.WHEN I COME TO THERE WAS 15 PEOPLE IN MY BED ALL AROUND ME.IT WAS WILD AND CRAZY.I JUST WAS SAYING MY BABY,MY BABY.WELL THIS WENT ON FROM 415 PM TO 10 30 PM BEFORE THEY FINALLY TOOK ME INTO SURGERY,ONE BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH ME.THEY CALLED MY FAMILY TO COME BACK TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE THEY DIDNT KNOW WHAT THEY WAS GOING TO DO TO ME.THEN FINALLY RIGHT BEFORE THEY WAS TO TAKE ME IN SURGERY I TURNED ON MY BACK SO THE NURSE COULD CHECK ME ONCE AGAIN AND WHEN I DID,THE ANURYSM BURST AND BLOOD WENT EVERYWHERE AND ALL OVER EVERYONE IN THE ROOM.MY BEST FRIEND WAS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BED AND SHE WAS COVERED IN IT.MY MOM WAS SETTING BESIDE ME THERE WAS A NURSE AND A DOCTOR IN THERE ALSO.IT WAS REALLY BAD AT THIS POINT.NOW BY THIS TIME THEY KNEW THE BABY WASNT LIVING BUT THEY HADNT TOLD ANYONE.I KINDA KNEW IT BUT WAS REALLY TOO SICK TO COMPREHEND IT BECAUSE THEY DID HAVE MACHINES UP IN THE BED WITH ME AND U COULD HEAR HER HEART BEAT THEN ONE TIME WHEN I WOKE UP ALL THE MACHINES WAS GONE AND MY MOM SAID WHEN SHE RUBBED MY BELLY IT WWASNT FIRM LIKE IT SHOULD BE THAT IT WAS LIKE JELLO.SO THEY STARTED TO MOVE ME TO OPERATING ROOM AND I REMEMBER SEEING A BUNCH OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS COMING DOWN THE HALL TOWARDS ME.MY SISTER WAS SCREAMING AND CRYING.THEY NEVER THOUGHT THEY WOULD SEE ME ALIVE AGAIN FROM THAT MOMENT.AS THEY SHUT THE DOORS TO OPERATING ROOM MY BEST FRIEND PAST OUT AND HIT HER HEAD(THE ONE WITH ALL THE BLOOD ON HER) SO OFF TO ER SHE WENT.WELL AS MY FAMILY WAITED HER COMES A NURSE OUT TO ASK WHAT FUNERAL HOME!!! THEN MY MOM PASSES OUT AND THE NURSE SAID TO REST OF FAMILY HAS THE DOCTOR NOT BEEN OUT HERE YET! DUH!! I MEAN WHY DIDNT SHE CHECK,RIGHT.SO ANYWAY AT THIS TIME SHE SAID ITS THE BABY IT WAS A GIRL AND SHE DIED.AND THEY WAS STILL WORKING WITH ME.I DIED LIKE 7 TIMES ON OT WELL MY SISTER IN LAW TOOK OFF RUNNING DOWN THE HALL SCREAMING SHES DEAD SHES DEAD SO MY BEST FRIEND HEARD HER THAT WAS IN ER AND THOUGHT I HAD DIED.ALSO DURING THIS TIME MY BOSS WAS WALKING IN AND THEY THOUGHT I HAD PASSED ON TO.I SURE MADE A FUSS DIDNT I.WELL I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WAS IN SURGERY NOW BUT THE TOOK MY FAMILY AND LET MY MOM AND SISTER GO TO MORGUE TO SEE AMANDA FAITH.MOM HELD HER AND ROCKED HER SHE TOLD ME.KISSED HER HEAD.THEN PASSED OUT !!IT WAS WAY NEXT DAY BEFORE THEY LET ANY ONE IN TO SEE ME BECAUSE I WAS IN ICU AND VERY SICK.BUT WHEN THEY DID THEY LEt MOM IN OnLY .I WAS STILL GOING IN AND OUT.SO I DONT REM SOME THINGS THAT HAPPEN BUT I DO THANK GOD I REM ALL ABOUT MY BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRL.WHEN MOM LEFT THAT FIRST TIME THEY HAD TO WIPE THE BLOOD OFF HER FEET/SHOES THEY HAD GIVE HER TO WEAR.I WAS BLEEDING THAT BAD STILL.I ASK ABOUT MY BABY AND SHE SAID U HAD A BABY GIRL I SAW HER AND HELD HER BUT THATS ALL SHE TOLD ME.WELL MAYBE 6 HOURS LATER THEY LET HER AND MY SISTER COME BACK IN AND OF COURSE I ASK ABOUT THE BABY BUT THIS TIME DR. WAS IN THERE AND HE TOLD ME SHE DIED.I DONT KNOW HOW I REACTED TO IT BECAUSE I WAS SO SICK.I JUST DONT KNOW.BUT I DID SAY I WANT TO SEE HER.WELL THE DR TOLD MY MOM THAT IF I WANTED TO HE THOUGHT I SHOULD SO ARRANGEMENTS WAS MADE TO BRING HER BACK FROM FUNERAL HOME(THATS THE BROWN SUITCASE SHE IS IN IN THE PHOTOS)MY FATHER AND BROTHER SAID NO,THAT IF I SAW HER I WOULDNT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE AND GIVE UP MY FIGHT I WAS IN TO LIVE AT THAT TIME.BUT I JUST KEPT SAYING I WANT TO SEE MY DAUGHTER SO I WON!!THEY BROUGHT HER TO SEE ME.I MADE THEM UNDRESS HER,MY HANDS WAS TOO SWOLLEN SO I COULDNT HOLD HER WITH THEM ALL I COULD DO WAS TOUCH HER.BUT I DID THAT.I COUNTED HER FINGER/TOES PLAYED WITH HER CURLS.SHE HAD A HEAD FULL OF THEM.THEN WHEN I WAS DONE NOT MY CHOICE THOUGH THEY TOOK HER INTO THE WAITING ROOM SO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS COULD SEE AND HOLD HER.I DIDNT KNOW THIS UNTIL A WEEK LATER.MY DAD WOULDNT LET THEM BURY HER TIL THE DOCTORS TOLD HIM THAT I HAD A CHANCE TO LIVE SO SHE WASNT BURIED FOR LIKE 4 DAYS AFTER HER BIRTH.I DIDNT GET TO GO OF COURSE.AND I HATED THAT BUT ONCE AGAIN I WAS STILL SO SICK THAT I DIDNT COMPREHEND IT ALL I SPENT 5 DAYS IN ICU AND 7 IN A REG ROOM BEFORE I WAS RELEASED TO GO HOME.LORD IT WAS SO HARD LEAVING THERE WITH OUT MY BABY.I CRIED SO HARD WHEN GETTING IN THAT CAR.I WAS PRAYING TO GOD WHY DID HE LET ME LIVE WHY DIDNT HE TAKE ME WITH HER.I WAS SO UPSET THAT DAY.OTHER MOTHERS HAD THEIR BABY AND WAS LEAVING.WELL ITS NOW BEEN 26 YEARS ON AUGUST 2,2009 AND I NEVER HAD ANY MORE CHILDREN.THE PAIN OF LOSING HER WAS TO GREAT FOR ME TO BARE AND THE THOUGHTS OF EVER HAVING TO GO THRU THAT AGAIN WAS MORE THEN I WAS WILLING TO TAKE A CHANCE ON.I MISS AMANDA EVERY DAY.HER DAD AND I ARE NOT TOGETHER ANY LONGER I HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO A GREAT MAN(CHUCK) FOR 23 YRS NOW AND HE HAS A GREAT WIFE LINDA WHO I LOVE VERY MUCH.BUT WE ALL GO AS A FAMILY TO VISIT BABY AMANDA QUITE OFTEN.THANKS FOR STOPPING BY TO READ ABOUT OUR ANGEL AND PLEASE SIGN HER GUESTBOOK BEFORE YOU LEAVE.MAY GOD BLESS YOU,DREMA PEARSON

 

mommy with amandas casket when she was being recommitted

i had amanda recommitted because i didnt like where she was at on the hill.it was a hard place for me to get up to and when i did i would always get poison oak and i fell off coming back down many times. but at the time she was put there everyone was in shock ,first with her dying and then with me being so sick and the doctors saying i may not live either.so when i got a chance to move her beside her grand father and grand mother i took it.and i will be laid to rest on the other side of her someday.

 

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