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Memorial created 11-24-2008 by
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Haylee Danyelle Mazzella
July 13 2001 - June 3 2006

Haylee Danyelle Mazzella

So sweet, So beautiful, & Missed more than words can ever say...

"Baby Girl"

"Haylee Girl"

"Sweet Angel"

"Sissy"

MeMaw's Buddy & Girl

 

 

Please visit

 www.haylee-mazzella.memory-of.com

as that is Haylee's main website, created by her Mommy and her MeMaw.  You can light a candle for her while you are there; thank you for visiting Haylee.  I made this page for Haylee so that people who might not find her main site can find her here & also visit her there. Please get to know Haylee & sign her guest book here, and I will pass all messages along to her wonderful family.

We will miss and remember Haylee forever!  Please remember Haylee.

I'll be adding to her site regularly; please come back to visit her again & see more of Haylee as I add pictures, memories from her life, and videos.  She's such a wonderful little person to spend some time with!

 

 

 

TIME DOES NOT HEAL ALL WOUNDS!  SOMETIMES IT MAKES THEM WORSE. HAYLEE'S FAMILY MISSES HER MORE EVERY DAY

 

 

Haylee Danyelle Mazzella was born 7-13-01 to Tommy & Sonya Mazzella, in Louisiana.  She was special from that first moment...One of the most wonderful things about Haylee was that she was always, always, always smiling!  She was such a sweet little girl; no one ever saw her be mean to anybody.  She loved everybody; she adored her family; she loved animals.  She was the most beautiful child we have ever seen! 

 

Haylee drowned on 6-3-06 at a barbeque that some relatives were having.  At a little after 4:00 p.m., Haylee's mommy told Haylee it was time to get out of the pool as her little brother needed to have his diaper and wet clothes changed for the ride home.  Haylee begged for just 10 more minutes of swimming, and her step-grandmother said she would watch her.  Haylee's mommy reluctantly said yes and went into the house.  She was gone less than 10 minutes.  In that short time, Haylee's step-grandmother decided to go into the house as well, and she left Haylee unsupervised in the swimming pool.  Haylee's mommy started hearing people yelling "Call 911!" & came back outside, thinking someone had hurt their foot or some other minor thing.  Instead she saw her 4 year old daughter laying on the ground having CPR done on her.  She was lifeless.  Paramedics rushed her to the hospital but it was too late... Baby Girl had been under the water for too long & she just didn't have the strength to come back & stay here where she belongs.  She was only 4 years old and would have turned five in a little over a month.

 

 

 


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Haylee's last night on Earth...6/2/06...

 

"MEMAW, I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME WITH BOTH ARMS."

 

"DON'T FORGET BUBBA -- HE NEEDS CLOTHES TOO!" When it would rain, she'd say "WE BETTER HURRY UP AND GET INSIDE, 'CAUSE SUGAR MELTS!" "MOMMY (OR MEMAW) WILL YOU FIND ME A CHANNEL?" "FOR MY BIRTHDAY, I WANT TO HAVE A DINOSAUR TEA PARTY."

 

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"I LOVE YOU MORE MUCH!" "IT'S ME, HAYLEE, AND BUBBA, TOO!" "HOW 'BOUT WE EAT AT MCDONALDS?" "MEMAW, WILL YOU BUY ME SOME PLUMS AND WATERMELONS?"

 

 

Thoughts / Daddy Mazzella (Father)
    

My little Angel, We miss your wonderful smile and beautiful blue eyes.  Your sweet little voice saying "dada will you sleep in my room tonight" will always be in my mind. I know that you are safe in Heaven but I wanted you here with us! I guess you were such a wonderful child that God wanted you with him. Still, I really don't understand why we have to lose children. Losing a child is by far the hardest thing in the world to deal with. Honestly, I really haven't accepted it yet. I try to raise my son and do things with him that I know Haylee would want me to do for him. It hurts to see my son talk about his sister and miss her so much. He really doesn't understand why she is not here and that she is never coming back. As a father that really stings because I know that they would have a great loving and playful relationship. Every day, I miss what could be happening around the house. I miss all things that I had with them and the things I will never have with them. I cherish the moments that we had when she was here and my two children were able to play and grow together. My loving little girl, you are the most precious child in the world. I am Honored to be your father and I will carry your memory with me forever.
 

 
 

10 Months Today 
My sweet baby girl, Haylee. I miss you more than any words could possibly say. My life has changed in many ways throughout time but the loss of you, my baby girl, has changed my soul, my faith, and my ability to hope. For such a small miracle you brought so much to everything and everyone you met.. Happiness, joy, companionship, gentleness, love of God & his teachings and unconditional love for everyone; you felt that everyone deserved to be loved so you loved them.  I was blessed to have had so much of your love all to myself. Today marks 10 months that you have been gone from me & those that love you. I sit here and cry in shame that I have lasted these 10 months without you. I can barely breathe without crying for you to come home, but I know that this is impossible; I will be the one going home when we next meet.  I hope that I am strong enough to be a good mother to Thomas as you were a daughter & sister to us. We love & miss you each day with agonizing hearts.
 

 

 
 

 

Why My Child
10 months ago today my little girl Haylee was carried away,
She was soft, gentle, and sweet
 

 

like the dew of the morning day.

At the meager age of 4 she was taken to Heaven
 

 

before her time,     
She still had many things to accomplish on earth: 
grow up, go to Proms, learn about God & become a very bright God-loving light. 
But instead the Lord has chosen to take her light. 

I know not why, only that
 

 

he takes her to a better place where 
She can do good deeds with her talents
 

 

of beauty, love & grace. 

I am a mere human and a mother at that, 
These things are hard for me to accept; after all, I want
 

 

my 4 yr old, Haylee Girl, placed in my arms
 

 

singing lullaby songs once again, 

I want to watch her grow into the spectacular woman
 

I know she would have been.
I want to know WHY MY CHILD

 

 

 

She loves her MeMaw soooo much

"MEMAW, YOU SPOIL ME!!" When she found out her pre-K teacher wouldn't be her teacher in kindergarten, she just looked at MeMaw for a few seconds. Then she said, "WELL THEN I JUST WON'T GO TO SCHOOL." "CAN WE GET ONE FOR SHELBY, TOO?"

 

 

"WHEN I GROW UP, I WANT TO BE DR. LUCAS." (Haylee's pediatrician was Dr. Lucas) "MEMAW, CAN I SPEND WITH YOU TONIGHT?" "I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON & BACK."

 


By Sonya Mazzella, Mommy of Haylee Girl 
 

 

 

My life seems so empty without you. You were my light and love. When I had you I was so scared but once I brought you home motherhood seemed to fit. You were all I cared about. Being a mother was number one. You were and are so special. Your love, laughter and gentle spirit made my life so rich and fulfilled. You gave my life a whole new meaning, a good one. I loved being your mother. I use to love when people would see us together. They would always say how beautiful you were, and they were right. You were the most beautiful child I have ever seen. I was proud and honored to be your mother. We had so much fun together. I looked forward to living everyday with you. My life had never been so exciting or full of laughter.

I loved the fact that you were so loveable. You loved life and everyone you met during yours. Your beauty was not just skin deep it went straight to the bone. You seemed to bring out the best in people. It’s as if you brightened the room and anyone who was in it. You were so free with your love. Four years was too short. I dream of all you could have been. I ask why you were taken from me, but there is no answer. I see no purpose in any of this. All I see is pain and anger. You were the best of us all. I endure my life each day but I don’t really live it. I just can’t seem to without you. I know that makes me selfish but I am only human. How I miss you each day. My pain, anger and dismay seem to get worse everyday. I wish you were here, my Sweet Baby Girl. I love you and I always will.

 

 

 BY DADA / THOMAS MAZZELLA
 

 

MY DAUGHTER WAS A WONDERFUL LITTLE GIRL, WHOSE SMILE BRIGHTENED A ROOM. SHE WAS  THE QUEEN BEE AND I LOVED HER AND MY SON MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD. THE SAD THING IS THAT THE WAY SHE DIED WAS SO PREVENTABLE.  I FEEL LIKE  I WANT TO GRAB THE PEOPLE THAT WERE IN THE POOL AND SAY COULD YOU NOT SEE MY LITTLE GIRL STRUGGLING.  ALL ANYONE HAD TO DO WAS BE AWARE OF THEIR SURROUNDINGS AND THEY PROBABLY WOULD HAVE SAVED HER.  I AM SO ANGRY THAT SHE IS GONE,  ON THE OUTSIDE  I TRY TO BE THE SAME EVEN KEELED PERSON I ALWAYS AM BUT ON THE INSIDE I AM DYING.  I WANT HER BACK, TO HOLD AND LOVE AND FOR HER AND BUBBA TO BE AT MY SIDE WHEN IT'S MY TURN TO LEAVE THIS WORLD. BUT I GUESS IT WILL NEVER BE THAT WAY.      
HAYLEE, DADDY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH.

 

 
 

BY SONYA MAZZELLA, MOMMY OF ANGEL HAYLEE
 

 
Haylee Danyelle Mazzella passed away on June 3, 2006 at the age of 4, due to a needless drowning. Her birthday was only a few weeks away. The day she was born was the greatest day of my life and the day she died was the worst (too hard for words to convey). This accident could have been prevented if the people whose care she was left in had simply done their job and paid attention. But now my family’s lives are forever shattered. Haylee was the one thing in my life that I felt was good and that made me able to grow to be better than I ever was.  She had a bright future. It was taken in an instant. Please cherish every moment you have with your children, tomorrow is never promised.
 
 
 

"BUCKIE YOUR SEAT BELT!" "CAN I STICK MY HEAD OUT THE WINDOW AND LET THE WIND BLOW IN MY FACE?" "MOMMY, THE MOON LOOKS LIKE A FINGERNAIL." "MOMMY, WHERE IS THE REST OF THE MOON?"

 

 

 

Sweet Haylee Girl,


It's Mommy, I light a candle for you tonight (December 9, 2007) at the TCF candle lighting rememberance event, it was beautiful and full of people honoring their children. Daddy, MeMaw, Bubba & Todd were with me to light candles for you as well. It's been 18 months since you left us on your journey to heaven and it still hurts sooooo much. I just can't imagine not ever seeing you again in this life. I have been so lost and my heart so broken. I miss you so much it hurts to breathe. I put on a good show for everyone, but inside I am dying of the pain. I don't know how to let you go, and it's killing me. It's just not right for you to go before me, especially in such a needless and painful way. This is all messed up; a parent goes first, then a child. Our family is so not in order.
I just wanted to let you know that you are loved and missed more than any words I can put here! There is a huge hole in my heart since you left and it will never heal on this earth. I try to let God back into my heart, but it hurts to feel your loss too much. I can't feel his love over the pain of losing you. I am totally alone without God helping me though this, but I just don't know what to do. It just hurts so much, sweetheart. And I guess I am angry with God for taking you.
I am trying so hard to hide my pain and pretend everything is fine in this life, but everything inside is torn into a million pieces. I have all but lost my faith, and it scares me. I have always had God to carry me though the tough times, I’m trying hard to let him carry me now but I have so much anger and hate its like a fog that’s covering his presence. I know he's here, I just need to believe he will help me survive, how, I don’t know, but he will just as I know you are here watching over me, waiting for me to meet you in heaven. Well, honey, I sure hope that heaven is all it’s supposed to be, and that you enjoy being an angel as much as you did being a sweet little girl. Watch over me sweetheart, I need to believe you can hear me somehow and are happy,

Love,
Mommy

 

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SWEET BABY GIRL (BY MEMAW) I think the first year that you were gone, I was so in shock that I truly believed you would come back. I held my breath every time I saw a little girl with blonde pig tails. Then the shock would engulf me again as I realized that it was not you. After the first year, I began to realize that I would never again hold you in my arms, kiss you, put bows in your hair, kiss your smiling face, make your lunch for school, or even snuggle with you in my bed. I guess I died a little inside as I came to the understanding that I would never see you again (until I get to Heaven). I became angry and resentful. I wanted you back in my life. You were so much a part of my life that it has been tremendously hard for me to look forward to new days and weeks to come. I still have dreams of you and wake to be disappointed again and again when I realize that you are not here. As long as I live and breathe, a part of you will live. You live in my heart and soul forever. You are an eternal part of my being. I go to sleep every night wishing you were here - praying that God will let me wake up and find that this is all a bad nightmare. I love you my darling Haylee. You are always my Buddy and my Girl. No one can ever take your place in my heart. I hope that you still remember how much we loved each other. My love will continue forever, my baby. I love you.... My sadness continues. Time does not make it better. Tuesday was your 2nd. Angelversary of leaving those who loved you so. I cannot believe that it has been two years since I held and kissed your beautiful face. I think of you all the time and when I sleep, I dream that you are here with me - only to wake and realize that you are truly gone forever. Time certainly does not 'heal all wounds'. My heart re-breaks every time I think of you and your sweetness. I remember the wonderful times we shared and then I get sad because I know that there will never be more memories added. Four short years was not long enough to satisfy my longings. I know for certain that my heart will never heal. Sometimes I think that if I had not loved you so deeply, God would have left you here on earth for a longer period of time. If that is true, I truly apologize for all the pain it has caused your loving family. You were pure joy and sunshine in my life and all of those who knew you. I don't understand why God chose to take you away at such a tender age. I try not to be angry, but at times I can't help but question why. I know that I will see you again one day, but that does not help my pain today and tomorrow. I love you my darling Haylee. I miss you so much more than mere words can express. Please don't forget me. I love you, Baby Girl, now and always. Memaw (Bonnie Easley) MISSING YOU MORE, BY MOMMY & DADDY Baby Girl, Today is mommy and daddy's 9 year anniversary. It seems like we have nothing to celebrate since we have lost our gift of you. We miss you more and more every day and wonder how we will ever overcome our pain, grief and emptiness, or if we will. Some say you learn to deal with the pain but I believe that if I am going to feel pain like this for the rest of my life I hope it is a short life. I am hollow on the inside and walking around like an empty shell, I loved you more than I ever thought possible and I truly hope you knew that. I tried to be a good mother but somehow failed by allowing others to take charge of you when I should have. Perhaps one day you will forgive me. As for me forgiveness will never come. I will grieve and mourn your loss the rest of my days and never forgive my self for not being there when you needed me most. I love you now and always my Baby Girl. ONE YEAR AND OUR PAIN AND AGONY ARE WORSE (MEMAW, BONNIE EASLEY) BABY GIRL HAYLEE, ONE YEAR AGO TODAY WAS AGONY FOR ALL OF US, THE ABSOLUTE WORST DAY IN OUR LIVES. TODAY IS STILL AGONY EVEN WORSE. IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE THAT WE HAVE LIVED A WHOLE YEAR WITHOUT YOUR LOVING TOUCH AND SMILE. I MISS SO MUCH ABOUT YOU. I MISS YOUR PHONE CALLS SAYING, "HI, MEMAW, IT'S ME, HAYLEE. WHATCHA DOING?' CAN I COME SPEND NIGHT WITH YOU?" I MISS YOU SAYING "I DIALED YOUR NUMBER AND MOMMY DOESN'T KNOW I CALLED YOU!" I CAN HEAR YOUR LAUGHTER AS YOU SAID IT. I MISS OPENING MY FRONT DOOR AND YOU JUMPING INTO MY ARMS. I MISS YOU SAYING "I LOVE YOU MORE MUCH" I MISS WATCHING YOU PLAY WITH BUBBA. I MISS YOU SNUGGLING WITH ME AT NIGHT IN MY BED. I MISS YOU TELLING ME THAT YOU ARE NOT GOING TO MISS ME WHEN I FLY OUT TO SEE AUNT SHERRY BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING WITH ME. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I ACHE, AND I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T CATCH MY BREATH. JUST REALIZING YOU ARE GONE MAKES ME FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE, A HOLE THAT WILL NEVER HEAL OR CLOSE UP. I LOVE & MISS YOU MY SWEET DARLING. I HOPE YOU CAN SEE AND FEEL MY LOVE. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY GIRL AND MY BUDDY. WHAT I MISS MOST ABOUT HAYLEE BY MEMAW I miss waking up in the morning and she is not there snuggling with me. I miss her singing 'You are My Sunshine' to me before I wake up.I miss her riding piggyback from the bed to the kitchen, giggling all the way, I miss her sharing pancakes with me on Saturday mornings. I miss her wanting to help me cook and wash dishes. I miss helping dress her and picking out bows to match her dress. I miss going to the store or to the mall and people there stopping me to say how beautiful she was. I miss her pointing out all the pink dresses and saying those are the ones she wants to buy (everything pink!!!) But she never forgot about Bubba. She always said, now don't forget about Bubba. He needs clothes too. I miss hearing her tell her mother how beautiful she was when she dressed up to go out. I miss her telling me on the spur of the moment how much she loved me. I miss her walking in my high heeled shoes and always wanting to wear my lipstick and blush. I miss her wanting to spend the night with me almost every day and when she couldn't she would ask me "Can you spend with me?" I have millions more; I am writing a journal about who she was, what she said and how she loved. I wish the whole world could know how special she was in 4 short years I LOVE YOU, BABY GIRL...

 

Haylee and Mommy got their faces painted at Disney World

"DA-DU, WILL YOU SLEEP IN MY BED TONIGHT?" "WHEN BUBBA GETS BIGGER, HIS PEE PEE WILL FALL OFF LIKE MINE DID, HUH, MOMMY?"

 

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She loves her Shelby!

"CAN I WEAR FLIP FLOPS?" "OH!! YEAH!!! THESE SHOES FIT ALRIGHT!!" (She found some shiny pink sandals with little heels on them at Walmart)

 

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MISSING MY SWEET HAYLEE GIRL (by Mommy)

MY SWEET HAYLEE GIRL, TODAY CONSTITUTES SIX MONTHS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GONE;
OUR PAIN HAS ONLY MULTIPLIED

 

WITH EACH AND EVERY BREATH,
TO THIS DAY OUR FAMILY STRUGGLES WITH HOW TO COPE WITH YOUR DEATH.

FROM THE BEGINNING OF YOUR CONCEPTION I LOVED YOU.  AT BIRTH THE LOVE ONLY GREW,
AS I MADE PLANS TO WATCH YOU GROW AND BECOME A YOUNG WOMAN,
BUT THAT WAS NOT TO BE NOT FOR YOU AND ME,
MY MOTHERLY HEART WAS BROKEN, MY LIFE NEVER TO BE THE SAME,
I NEVER KNEW A HUMAN COULD FEEL SUCH AGONIZING PAIN.

THE WORLD JUST MOVES FORWARD,
YET HAYLEE IS STILL FOUR.
AND WE DREAM OF ALL THE THINGS,
SHE WILL NEVER DO.

SHE WILL NEVER RIDE A BUS TO SCHOOL,
OR LEARN SOMETHING NEW AND COOL,
ALL WE HAVE ARE MEMORIES,
WE’VE LOST OUR ADORED BABY GIRL. 

SHE’LL NEVER CHEER FOR THE HOME TEAM,
NEVER HAVE A FIRST KISS,
WE THINK OF ALL THOSE THINGS
SHE'S GOING TO MISS. 

NEVER GO TO COLLEGE,
NEVER WALK DOWN THE AISLE,
NEVER KNOW THE JOYS OF PARENTHOOD.
WE MISS HER ALL THE WHILE. 

REST NOW 'SWEET BABY GIRL' THERE IS NO PAIN
I KNOW YOU ARE WITH THE BEAUTIFUL ANGELS
IN YOUR PEACEFUL HOME. 

I WILL COME WITH YOU SOMEDAY
ONLY NOW IS NOT MY TIME,
THEN WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN
AGAIN YOU WILL BE MINE. 

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WILL WASH AWAY THE SORROW,
DO NOT BELIEVE THIS, IT IS NOT TRUE,
AND TIME WILL NEVER WASH AWAY OUR MEMORIES.
FOR EVEN DEATH HAS NO CONTROL OVER THE BOUNDARIES OF OUR LOVE. 

I LOVE YOU, Love Always Mommy
 

"HI MEMAW, I CALLED YOU ON SPEED DIAL AND MOMMY DOESN'T KNOW I CALLED YOU!!" (laughing) "THIS IS MINE AND YOUR CAR, HUH, MEMAW?"

 
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A smile like no other

"I CAN'T BITE BUBBA 'CAUSE HE'S JUST A BABY AND IT WOULD HURT HIM." (Her mommy & MeMaw advised her to bite Bubba back when he would bite her real hard). "I WAS RIGHT; YOU WERE WRONG!"

 

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"CAN WE GET CHINESE??" "GIMME A SCREWDRIVER!" "LET'S GO FIND A LIZARD!"

 

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Haylee loves dinosaurs & she loves pink!

"MOMMY, CAN I BRUSH YOUR HAIR?"

 
In the grass at Aunt Sherry's.
 

"WHEN'S SHELBY GONNA GET HERE??"

 


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The famous smile that both warms my heart and chills me to the bone

"LOOK OUT THE WINDOW, SAYDEE, SO YOU CAN SEE WHERE WE'RE GOIN'" "WE NEED TO BUY SAYDEE A SEATBELT SO SHE CAN BUCKIE UP!"

 

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"YOU ARE THE BESTEST MEMAW IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!"

 
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Just 15 days before she disappeared from view forever...

"MOMMY, NOBODY SAID I WAS BEAUTIFUL." (After a real short trip to the mall to get just one thing. She was used to people stopping them all the time & telling them how beautiful she was)

 

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"NEXT YEAR FOR HALLOWEEN, I WANT TO BE A DINOSAUR."

 

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MeMaw with her "girlsies" - they would giggle so much when she'd call them that.

"CAN ME & SHELBY HAVE A HONEY BUN?" "I WANT TO MARRY JOJO." (her cousin)

 
 

Don't I look so much like my Mommy??

"HOW 'BOUT WE WATCH SOMETHIN' DIFFERENT?"

 
Playing in the mister at the zoo
 

My favorite little dinosaur - she was so devoted to dinosaurs, all her life


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"THESE ORANGE DRINKS ARE FOR ME AND UNCLE ROBBIE."

 
 
PRETTY LITTLE KITTY

 
 

"I WANT TO BE A CHEERLEADER JUST LIKE RAY-RAY."

 
Her favorite hairstyle, always with ribbons
 

Close In Heart

 
Haylee's last night & last picture, 6-2-06
 

Ran Out Of Stars

 

"CAN WE HAVE A PICNIC IN THE BACKYARD?" "CAN I GO BAREFOOT?"

 
Haylee n Bubba's last ride
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Matching dino pjs for Sissy n Bubba

"CAN WE GO BACK TO DISNEY WORLD?"

 

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Haylee loves animals & is very gentle with them

Youre My Angel

 

She was so proud to wear her uniform she didn't want to change into more comfy clothes after school

My Somewhere

 

Haylee is a little bit shy.

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Forever Your Girl, MeMaw
 

Happy, healthy, and so cherished...


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RayRay kisses me
 
Mom can you take a picture of the 2 of us?
 
This is part of my resting place; my Mommy & MeMaw keep it so nice for me.
 


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Bringing Saydee home!
 
 
My mommy loves me so
 
The sweetest kiss
 
 
 
Easter 2005
 
Haylee's last Halloween costume.
 
Digging for worms - a favorite pastime!


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My Mommy got a tattoo of this picture because I'll always be a part of her life
 

Celebration of Haylee - My Love & Life / Mommy Mazzella To Baby Angel Haylee (Mother) My baby girl, Haylee Mazzella, was born on July 13, 2001 and passed away on June 03, 2006 at the age of 4 due to a negligent relative that allowed her accidental drowning. Haylee loved life and everything that came with living it. She was kind, generous and loving. She was my perfect princess in every way. We shared many things: our love of makeup, dresses, playing outside, being a tomboy and loving our family. There is not enough room to describe the pain or loss I feel without my baby girl. But I can share a few: her laughter, her hugs & kisses, her soft touch, the excitement she shared about living life, her beautiful innocent smile, her feet in flip flops, her love for her family, and her generous spirit that made it easy for her to love. She was special to so many. In missing Haylee I began to mourn more and more each day. I wanted to do something that would celebrate the years of love that she had given to me. As I began to devise what type of ideas were available to me I came across a TV program, Miami Ink. A young woman, Kat, there specializes in portraits. So I made arrangements to go to Miami and consult her about a color portrait of Haylee. She agreed that the picture of Haylee I had chosen would make a great tattoo. After she stenciled it out and placed it on my back I was sure this was the ideal way of celebrating Haylee’s life & love. After Kat had finished the portrait in color I knew I had made the right decision. It was the spitting image of Haylee, my baby girl, and her loving eyes. Now she is forever captured on my shoulder to celebrate and share her gentle and loving expression with the world

 

MeMaw's Memories / MeMaw Easley (Grandmother)HAYLEE DANYELLE MAZZELLA by MeMaw This morning when I awoke and thought I had been in a really bad nightmare. Then I realized that it wasn’t a nightmare, but I was in reality, You are gone! A huge part of me wants to believe that this tragic event didn’t happen and that you will come running in with your beautiful smiling face.. Every day I hope and pray that this will happen, yet my head knows it will not, even though my heart wants it so desperately. Haylee Danyelle Mazzella was special from the moment she was born – and oh! so beautiful inside and outside. She loved everybody and wanted everybody to love her. Her cousin, Shelby Easley, was her very best friend, although sometimes they acted more like sisters than cousins. Shelby was only five months younger than Haylee. I kept Shelby and Haylee every Tuesday and Haylee would arrive first and at least a dozen times she would say, “When is Shelby coming?” “What is taking Shelby so long to get here?” Then when Shelby would arrive they would hug like they had not seen each other in weeks! They went to Seven Oaks Academy together for a year and Haylee always had to know which room Shelby was in, Sonya would stop by my house almost every afternoon after school. Every day Haylee would ask if she could spend the night with me, which she did a couple of nights a week. Then we would all go to Church together on Sunday. I loved being with her. She had a great love for books because her mother read to her from the time she was just a few months old. She was never satisfied with reading just one book, so we snuggled in bed and read two or three. .Then in her Pre-K class at Crescent City Christian School, she began to read small words and she was so proud that she could read to us. Haylee was so happy when her baby brother, Thomas IV, was born. She became like a little mother to him plus playmate and protector,. She was such a happy, loving gentle little girl. I just don’t understand why God took her from us. She radiated love in every aspect of her short life and brought such joy to so many people The day she died was the coldest, darkest day of my life and a part of me died along with her. It’s so hard to face each new day knowing she is gone. My grief is so intense that I am unable to even help Sonya and Tommy during this time. I can’t imagine what they must be going through when I, as her grandmother, feel the way I do…So I can only hold them and love them and ask for peace somewhere down the road. People tell me that she is not really out there in the cemetery, but that she is in Heaven. I know that she is in Heaven, but that precious little body that I held, loved, kissed, smelled, caressed, and cuddled is in the cemetery! I had no idea that grief could be so intense and shattering. My heart is like a raw, open, bleeding sore, unable to heal. It’s worse than any pain I could ever imagine and continues to get worse every day. I adored you Haylee Girl and I know you adored me. Our relationship was unique and beautiful and I treasure every moment of your short life. I’ll see you in Heaven soon, my darling Angel, so save me a room in your mansion. I love you My Girl, My Buddy, My Sweet Angel – forever and forever. Written by a very sad and broken hearted grandmother, MeMaw (Bonnie Easley)

 

MeMaw's Broken Heart / Loving MeMaw Of Angel Haylee (Grandmother)My Darling Haylee Girl, MY BABY GIRL - HOW CAN I HAVE SURVIVED 3 LONG DARK YEARS WITHOUT YOUR SWEET LOVE? i HAVE SO MANY GOOD MEMORIES OF YOU AND ME BUT MEMORIES AREN'T THE SAME AS A WARM BODY. THAT LAST NIGHT YOU SPENT WITH ME, WE SNUGGLED IN BED, READ BOOKS AND WATCHED MOVIES AND THEN YOU SAID TO ME, “MEMAW I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME WITH BOTH ARMS TONIGHT!"WHAT HORROW WHEN I REALIZED THAT WAS THE LAST TIME I HELD YOU AS WE SLEPT!!! MY LAST SIGHT OF YOU LEAVING MY HOUSE WAS YOU SHOWING ME THE :"I LOVE YOU' SIGN THAT YOU HAD MADE UP FOR ME AND YOU. ALMOST EVERY NIGHT I DREAM OF YOU, SOMETIMES GOOD DREAMS AND SOMETIMES BAD ONES. DURING THE DAY MY MIND IS HARDLY OFF YOU. WISHING FOR THINGS I COULD SAY TO YOU OR SHOW YOU OR IF I COULD LOVE YOU AND KISS YOU MORE AND SNUGGLE MORE AND TRAVEL WITH YOU MORE. DO YOU REMEMBER JUST YOU AND ME FLYING TO HOUSTON TO SPEND A WEEK WITH AUNT SHERRY? NEVER ONCE DID YOU ASK TO GO HOME OR TO SEE MOMMY OR DADDY. WE WERE SO HAPPY TOGETHER.HOW I LONG TO HAVE THOSE TIMES BACK AGAIN. YET, I KNOW THEY WILL NEVER COME AGAIN. I DO GET TIRED OF PEOPLE TRYING TO TELL ME HOW TO GRIEVE AND THAT I SHOULD BE GETTING OVER MY GRIEF BY NOW. I JUST TELL THEM, "DON'T ADVISE ME ON MY GRIEVING. MY GRIEF HINGES ON HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU, HAYLEE, AND THAT WILL NEVER END.I WILL THEN BE ABLE TO HOLD YOU FOREVER AND FOREVER. BABY GIRL, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.....

 

Three Years Today -Missing You More Than Ever / Mommy Of Baby Girl "My Angel Haylee" Hi Baby Girl, It’s Mommy; today makes three years since you were taken. You would be out of school for the summer and getting ready to turn eight in July. The pain is still there and I struggle each day to get out of bed and survive without you. At times, I feel as if I want to scream, hit, or break things (or someone) but I know Sweet Haylee Girl, you don’t want Mommy acting like that. You want me to cherish our memories forever. And to share our love with Bubba and let him know his Sissy stills watches over him everyday with love. I make no apologies for feeling the way I feel and do not care if someone feels as if I should be further in my process....who gives a damn about them...this is my world and I am the one that has to live it-no, survive it. My anger, frustration, depression, confusion and love are what help me know I’m alive and that I must strive to stay that way for Haylee and Bubba. Besides, everyone has gone on with their lives. They have left Haylee in the past and moved to the next page of their story. I know this is how life is but that doesn’t make it fair or easy for me to accept. I am trying to find purpose in this life but some days it’s just too painful, too hard. All I want is my family to be whole again. Too see my little girl smile and play with her baby brother. But these simple blessings will never be. I will never hold her, kiss her, or see her again. Can anyone tell me how I’m supposed to live in a world where the best part of me has been taken for no reason and I am left with no answers. I ache now and forever for my beautiful “Baby Girl Haylee”. I Love You – I Miss You I am honored to call myself your Mommy

 

Wearing her dinosaur pajamas. She was still wearing dinosaur pajamas 2 years later - never fickle,

 
Thomas, Haylee's "Bubba"
 
 
 
Before her Homecoming Princess night
 
Missing you so much
Honoring you with their lives
 
it's a Haylee sandwich
 
A wonderful Mother who tended her child so perfectly
 
 
 
 

Love
Build your own Blingee

 
The sweetest hug in history
Never forgotten, never
 
 
 
 
Shelby visits Haylee 7-13-09, Haylee's 8th birthday
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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