oj u know how i realy dont know how to mess with computers so give me alittle time to get this going . so how is it up there ? i hope your doing alright .rember what i told u always stand your ground dont let any one mess with u .  i realy miss u alot . only you and i know what weve been throuh . you dont know how much it ment to me to know that your last words to me was that i was your dad . i hope your not mad at me cause i didnt want the punk that gave me the chance to be your dad to see you leave . i wanted to thank him for the time we had together,to bad it was a short time . but its alright cause your not missing nothing down here . soon will be together again riding and banging like the old times . your always going to be in my heart . but i wanted to ask you while i am down here can you help raise the boys ? you dont know how much i needed  you to help me with the boys . so if you can help watch over them .and if you can ease your moms pain it would help cause she realy miss you alot . you realy changed  every bodys life ,and you helped opean alot of eyes . alot of peple look up to you . i hope to see you soon but til then keep your head up and take care .

                                                           love u with all my heart son

"Im Thankful"

I'm thankful for what he gave up on

I stepped in and took his place

I helped you to grow into The man he gave up on

The man you grew up to be

So,yes I'm thankful he walked away

Thankful for that opportunity I could be angry that he walked away

But than I would never know The man who loved so much in life

The man he walked away from

The man who cared for everyone

The man he left behind

The man who called me dad

The man that I'm proud to call my son

So, am I angry at him for walking away?

I'll be honest I used to be

No now all I can think of is

Thank You for letting me be Oscar's dad I love you son and miss you

I'm Thankful for the time we had

I'm thankful that he walked away and

Thankful that I could be called your dad

By: Cindy Biser(6/4/08) *******