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05-08-2013 3:19 PM -- By: mom,  From:  

 Hello Tracer - your baby brother has just fixed your old turntable - listening to old records  - brings back memories - good and bad. Love you 

03-20-2013 7:48 AM -- By: Martha Oliver,  From: louisville  

Hello Tracy, I understand your little doggie is there with you and your dad now. My heart goes out to your mom, struggling so much without you and your dad. I pray that who ever took you away from your mom and family, will be revealed soon. So that she will find peace.  Love and Prayers <(())><

03-11-2013 11:19 AM -- By: Marsha,  From:  

Is it really eight years since you were taken from us..Time flies but passes so slowly.I hope you are not giving your Dad a hard time, he loved you so much.

03-10-2013 11:45 AM -- By: mom,  From:  

 Eight years have passed in the blink of an eye. It is still difficult to accept that you are never coming home. This year has been a diifcult one - especially now.  Perhaps it is so much more difficult as the first year is almost past without your dad by my side. I am doing my best to live and carry on as your dad and you would have wanted, but certainly not easy with such a small part of my heart left. Love you my little bean - perhaps one day the truth of your murder  and when you died will be revealed. I understand it will not bring you back - but it would close one door on the speculation I live with daily. 

03-02-2013 7:27 AM -- By: Martha Oliver,  From: Kentucky  

 Thinking of you and your mom. Love and Prayers <(())><

02-12-2013 7:24 AM -- By: Linda Rautenbach,  From: Port Elizabeth  

I read the book - just finished it last night!  I am the mother of a 21 year old daughter and reading this book made me realise just how short life is, and how things can change in a heart beat.  Thank you for sharing your experiences.  Tracey sounds like she was an amazing individual and it is sad that her life was cut short so early.  Good luck to all of you :)

01-03-2013 3:48 PM -- By: Mom,  From: ZAR  

 Trace - I am missing you and your dad so much today.  I am sitting here wondering how different things could have been.  I can only cling to the thought that you are happy and you and your dad have been re-united and are discussing music  like you used to do in this universe. My heart yearns and cries for both of you,  Each morning I apply my mask and hide my anguish from the the world. The seconds pass into minutes, then hours then days, then months then years - but no one knows the hurt and pain I feel as each month passes and I can not hug you and your dad. I love you both so much and I have many regrets - but I was blessed with having you and your dad in my life. Thank you for bringing me the joy and laughter in your short life. Love my two special people more than words can say!

01-01-2013 3:06 PM -- By: Tracey Thompson,  From: Illinois  

I am so sorry for your lost.no one knows the pain you feel, I lost my sister also way to soon. I pray you find who every took her from you. My God be with you and your family.

12-25-2012 6:07 AM -- By: martha oliver,  From: louisville ky  

Merry Christmas Traey,  Tell Jesus Happy Birthday for me. ♥

11-16-2012 2:42 PM -- By: Mom,  From: ZAR  

 I was looking at photo's of you today.  You had such a beautiful smile and such sad eyes. As the years pass I yearn to hear the sound of your laughter and feel your arms around me giving me that special hug. Marsha still remembers your magic fingers when you used to rub the tension out of her back. I came a distant second when I tried. You are missed so much not just by me but by your brother who needs you to let him know you are watching over him. Love you with all my heart and soul.

09-13-2012 9:32 AM -- By: Tracey ,  From: australia  

 i googled my name and this page came up..i cant imagine your pain or heartache..I have been reading your poems and they have moved me to tears .. from your poem and messages your girl was a beautiful soul and a gorgeous lady ..bless you and your family and bless your angel who is watching always <3

09-03-2012 6:20 AM -- By: MARSHA,  From:  

Hi Tracerbean. In my thoughts. I love you.

Marsha

08-21-2012 5:46 AM -- By: Martha Oliver,  From: louisville ky  

Happy 32nd Birthday in heaven, Angel Tracey... Love and Prayers <((♥))><

08-20-2012 5:53 PM -- By: Mom,  From: ZAR  

So much time - so litte time- so close yet so far - miss you - love you....... 

07-13-2012 3:22 PM -- By: Tanya,  From:  

I need to say so much but it seems that there has been so much said already. You know that our hearts are one and our souls are entwined. I don't need to write here every day for you to know how much I miss you. That terrible morning I woke up to find you gone from my bed and ultimately stolen from this world has haunted me for ever. My dearest love you are my soulmate and shall forever be. You know my heart and you know how I weep for you this night. You know how torn I am with the sweet embrace we shared for so long!

I will always love u Trace always

Love your Babygirl Tanya

07-12-2012 5:15 PM -- By: mom,  From:  

 Your brother is lying in hospital at the moment - please gently kiss his cheek and let him know you are always with him.  It is times like these that your smile and laughter could make such a difference in our lives. 

I am sure you and your dad are watching over him but  in times of illness it is even harder to accept that neither one of you can be with him in body.

Love and miss you always

love you always

06-29-2012 3:39 AM -- By: mom,  From:  

 Three month today since you and your dad were re-united. Sometimes it feels like yers - sometimes like it was yesterday. Still find it so hard to believe that you and your dad are no longer brightening up our home. Love you both and always will

05-24-2012 4:25 AM -- By: Carol,  From: ZAR  

Susan - thank you for the time spent sharing Tracey with me. There is nothing more horrendous to a parent than having to say their last good bye to their child. I am very happy for you and I to get in contact. Unfortunately e-mail addresses cannot be posted on VM so I am not sure how to make contact. .

05-05-2012 5:18 AM -- By: Susan Matthiesen,  From: Glendale, Az, U.S.A.  

I have been reading your Daughters memorial pages for several hours now and I am so deeply sorry for the horrendous evil that was perpetrated upon your amazing child and the devastation that has followed...  I am also astounded at the many simularities that "our" stories have had in common...  I lost my Daughter on January 2nd 2006. at the age of 13... to pneumonia... and when her younger brother recently turned 14... I remarked aloud to him " you are now older than your big sister" and I remember thinking to myself " oh my goodness I hope I didn't just jinx him" and as you spoke about how unfair it was for your younger child to be deprived of the full attention of his mother because of the grief you were experiencing... I too realized that he had lost his very best and closest friend and was now missing out on his time with his Mum... and I was missing out on my time with the most important person in this living world to me... we were going to have to be the support system for one another... and we were able to find a reason to smile & laugh. we now spend "quality" time enjoying things we thought had died along with Hailey... and I am not to proud to say that I wish I had spent more "quality" time with Hailey... although we did have our regular "Girls only Slumber Parties" that onsisted of just her and I watching all her favorite shows & movies... still I wish we had been able to have a thousand more of those nights... and as for living in the past... I wish that were an option... I'd gladly listen to whatever any one wanted to spout at me about how they think I should be living my life if I could have Hailey to complain about them to... but I just wanted to let you know how much your memories of Tracey touched my heart... and to say that I think you are quite talented as a poet... Hailey was a very gifted writer... she wrote over 150 screenplays before she passed away... still have her last unfinished works in a box all waiting for the day they can finally be completed... how I'm not quite sure but there is always hope... right... anyway I was hoping that you wouldn't mind if I were to ask if you were interested in communicating with me in the future? as we have a common understanding of one anothers pain & suffering... *email addresses cannot be posted on vm*...  

03-25-2012 2:41 PM -- By: sharon smart,  From:  

I went into ur room today as I always do, and it still feels very raw. Mom showed be the dvd and it made me cry, and I realized just how much I miss you. Still in my heart for ever more

03-13-2012 7:02 PM -- By: Alan ,  From: Left behind  

Carol,

Sorry that I wasn't here to comment in Tracey's guestbook yesterday. I have been so busy with going back and forth to see my father who lives 3 hours away. He has 3 months to live and I want to spend all the quality time that I can with him before he dies. He has a inoperable cancerous tumor near his liver that they just found 2 weeks ago.

I see that you placed a comment here on the 11th. You had another relative die or someone going to like my father? You didn't say who; but, I am sorry to hear that.

Wanted you to know that I was thinking of Tracey and you and that I had not forgotten the both of you on her 7th year in heaven. Strange.......you talked about getting the call about Tracey on the 11th....and show her death on the 12th. It's the same with us.......Crawford was brain dead on the 11th of May (which I really believe should be his angel date) but, they confirmed him on the 12th after taking all the life support machines off of him one at a time.

With only memories left of Tracey and Crawford......

03-12-2012 5:49 PM -- By: ,  From:  

thinking of you and mom on your angel day... thank you for visiting my mom, maria! this is my baby skye...

03-12-2012 3:52 AM -- By: ,  From:  

angel day blessings to you...

03-11-2012 12:42 PM -- By: Mom,  From: ZAR  

 Seven years ago - on Friday 11th of March we received the worst phone call of our lives. Sadly we have received another death sentence in the family - Please be ready to meet  your loved one at heavens door to make his death easier for all of us to  endure. Let yours be the first face he sees as he leaves the rest of us to muddle our way through the rest of our lives. I miss you so much my pumpkin pip.......

03-10-2012 10:48 PM -- By: Jill,  From:  

Remembering Tracey on the anniversary of her disappearance.  May the love you hold in your hearts sustain you through this difficult time and may your wonderful memories bring a smile to your face as you think of her.

Mushy Stuff

02-20-2012 10:27 PM -- By: Linda Self,  From: Oxford, NC  

 I lost my son April 7, 2011.He was 43 years old. He had esophageal cancer, which was removed the year before then came back and spread in to the stomach and liver.

Reading your memorial to your daughter was like looking in to a mirror of the pain in my heart. You have expressed it so well on paper, which I never though was possible. God bless you 

02-17-2012 5:57 AM -- By: Cindy,  From:  

I went to Windsor with Tracey.  Such a lovely girl.  Mad us laugh, and made a few cry.  Always such a reserved person, but for the few of us that managed to get to know her, all loved her!  Such a strong willed person! 

Carol, I hope you one day find peace in your heart.  Loosing a child is one of the most difficult things to go through, and its still such a sock what has happened to her.  My baby died due to medical negligence, and to have that horrible feeling that someone murdered your child is not easy to live with. 

Lots of love and light

12-31-2011 3:24 AM -- By: Mom,  From: ZAR  

2012 a few hours away. Another year without your laughter, your smell and quirky sense of humour. It is hard to believe that so much time has passed since you were taken from us. The house seems to get quieter and quieter every moment that passes.

Betrayed is keeping you alive in many peoples memories and many a tear is shed when your life story is read - by friends and strangers alike. I will never regret writing your story as you were never a statistic but a loving, breathing laughing person. 

I still love you and will love your for all eternity my beloved daughter. 

08-31-2011 11:46 AM -- By: Carol,  From:  

 Thank you one and all for visiting Tracey's memorial site. Each and every one of you are helping to keep her memory alive - thank you

08-31-2011 11:45 AM -- By: Carol,  From: ZAR  

 Lela - thank you for visiting. no - not a thing. I worte a book - called Betrayed - and not even that has evoked any response on what happened to Tracey or why the police behaved the way they did.